You'll experience more happiness when you realize that happiness is not something you're given, it is something you create.

U changed my life..sayang..

I’ve never gone with the wind, just let it flow. Let it take me where it wants to go. Till’ you open the door, there’s so much more. I’ve never seen it before. I was trying to fly but I couldn’t find my wings. You came along and you changed everything.



You lift my feet off the ground, you spin me around. You make me crazier, crazier. Feels like I’m falling and I, I’m lost in your eyes. You make me crazier.

"You are not your past.."


There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it
Right outside the window

There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever

I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made

But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby Baby

If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back

There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse
And so much deeper

There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever

But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then

But if I touch you like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you touch me like this
And if I kiss you like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things we'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than all your laws allow
Baby, Baby, Baby

When you touch me like this
And when you hold me like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
Then we see what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now

If you forgive me all this
If I forgive you all that
We forgive and forget
And it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
We see just what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall but it's all coming back to me now

(It's all coming back to me now)
And when you kiss me like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when I touch you like that
(It's all coming back to me now)
If you do it like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And if we, , ,


"but..u are my future..LOVE.."

Day out..Mamak's Lepaking :)

Peace..happy..

Enjoying ice tea although its so 'ta sedap'

at mamak's view during sunset..

the fav object to be snap that day.. its a must..haha :)

i was suppose to go out in order to complete my TM task..huhu..but lastly..i enjoyed being an object to be snap..haha..nasib korang law..sape suh bawak camera kan...xpasal2 bettrie korang kong sbb asyik gamba ak..hahaha..ape2 lah pown..thnx sangat2..sure there still lots of nice pic of me although u are not so good in handling me as ur object to be captured..hahaha :)
wah2..next time bayar ok..:D
anyway..my task given from Mr Thamil is still uncomplete yet..still finding ways to transfer 6000 data from excel to access..huhuhu..penat sgt ok nk copy and paste jew..
well..my second week here was cool..still didn't meet my supervisor yet..didn't really know wheter his back yet or not..huhu..susah btol nk jumpe mamat seko tuh!!

till next time..see ya!!
bubye..tc!

(^_^)v

I wanted to live the life, a different life. I didn't want to go to the same place every day and see the same people and do the same job. I wanted int

Communication is a skill that you can learn. It's like riding a bicycle or typing. If you're willing to work at it, you can rapidly improve the qualit

everyday is all about learning..
whether to learn new thing..or to improved what we have learned before..
once we have got it..use it..as well as u could..
never let the time past n wasted without doing anything for good..

Speening..!

Aku yg super excited pagi2..huhu..

Hari nih..aku mood selesa sikit pasal its an unofficial day in office..so boley pakai kasual..hihi..
ak pown ape lg..dengan bangganya ak pakai khakis law datang office hr nih...since that today's lunch time is quite long..me and Tieya + Mffn had plan for a movie kt KLCC..tp..x jadi..pasal..xde movie yg match ngn time lunch kiteorang..huhu =( so kiteorg pown proceed law pg makan nasi ayam depan masjid kt Dato' Keramat ni..haha..nasib law sedap kn..

P/s: don't tell mummy that i took rice today ok...(^_^) hihi

so..lepas lunch..Mffn datang lepak kt bilik ak nih..lame gak law kn pasal nk tgu lunch time hbs..
huhu..sempat lg gak dye khatam movie "ZOo" yg Wirin bagi ak hari tuh..huhu..nk tgu dye hbs tgk..ak naek mengantuk nak mampos! maybe pasal terlalu kenyang kot..so ak pown cadang nk took a short nap..ha..ambik kau..sampai sejam lbey ak lene..haha T_T
sedar2 dah pukul 3 lbey..haha..dah pecah record ak yg kate x nk tdo petang..haha..
owh no..i really need to improve to lose my weight..huhu...

Maje En Ali yg memang dah kosong since lunch.. xtau law..x jumpe jalan balik ke TM nih kot..haha..
Kak Izan..beg2 sume dah lesap..(^-^)

bangon jew dr tdo..ak tgk Mffn dah balik office dye..tinggal ak..Tieya..Eka..n Nurul jew...Kak Zan ngn En Ali..xtau law mane dyeorg dah lost..xjumpe jalan balik kot..huhu..masing2 pown pe lg kn..da xde org..kami pown syok law buat hal sndri...
(oiks..ni bukan ponteng or ape2 ok..jgn fikir bukan2..) we make 2 things at the same time..hihi
kami kn multifunction...hahahaha...
so..i took this opportunity nih utk snape several pic for u guys to view..this is how my office look like..huhu..n all my friend here with the same mission with me..finishing this practical period..huhu..ayat mcm bersemangat habis la..

Tieya..huhu..pernah tengok x??
yup..student of KTPM too...DCS..nih law yg sudi kongsi meja dgn aku..


1. with shawl: Zulaika a.k.a eka.. 2. peace gurl: Nurul.. nih pown student yg buat practical kat sini..haha..but they kind of early a week that me n Tieya..

hari ni tamat law minggu pertama ak kat TM nih..huh..how i miss my BFF..wish u were here babe..susah kot x boley nk wat keje ngn kau..tp ape2 pown i wish all the best for u sayang..may u survive over there...

this year nye earth hour sure x dapat nk celebrate same2 kan..huhu..
Miss U buddy!

so now..i'm waiting the time to go home..huhu..besok cuti..(^_^) yeay!!

Let go of the past and go for the future. Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you imagined.

It is not ignorance but knowledge which is the mother of wonder.

in life there is sure up's and down.. no matter if in friendship..loves..families..anything.. there is always happy and sad that we need to face.. no matter how hard it is..we still need to face it.. coz that is what we called life..from there we shall learn a lesson.. but..do we really implant it?? sometimes..u said u love someone..u love him till dead.. but..if u really love someone..why must u cheat on him?? said u love ur friend...than why must u used her just for ur goods?? it that how u express it??or its just the real silly way u are?? life is all about give and takes..tolerance..communication.. if u can't tolerance..means that ur communication is bad.... in IT words.."system down" yup..thats ur head!! fells hurt by my words??yes..u should..coz i already had enough of yours.. think bout this wisely.."It is not ignorance but knowledge which is the mother of wonder..."

Day 3 in TM

today is my third day in TM..huh..i woke up pretty late as i was so damn tired with class and task that i have to complete from Madam Prema..huhu..:) well..so far i got all the good people around me..huhu..and i'm quite comfortable in this surrounding..
well..i just read several comment in facebook that saying that some of my friends still haven't got any task yet from their supervisor..lucky i've got something from Madam Prema..haha..:)
right now..i'm enjoying "My Heart Will Go On" by Celine Dion.. 'En Ali..minat lagu jiwang rupe nya..hahaah
well..i've got something to share with all of u guys today..this is something that really tickles me when ever i saw this board on my way home to Station Damai every evening..:)

Trying to find the way to go down..and Up..huhuhu
funny..

well..i'll try my best to snap pic to post for u guys u view how my office looks..:)
bye..

Industrial Training..~ day 1

hari pertama nih memang la sangat2 bosan..xde banyak keje pown..huhu..duduk melepak je kerja..nasib law ade kawan2 yg best..xde law rase sunyi sangat..huhu..pagi2 dah lewat..nasib law sampai sebelum pukul 8.20..kalau x..sure da bad impression on my firstday..

duduk dah dekat setengah hari kat sane..br la dapat jumpe supervisor n dapat tempat utk duduk sepanjang LI nih..huh..nasib law xde pic mase mule2 table tuh cm ne..if not..sure sume x kn percaya yg meja tuh dapat d kemas dgn teratur n susun dalam 15 minit je..:)

Muke mase bosan..tunggu supervisor

jalan kaki balik menuju ke Stesen Damai..

lepas je time lunch..ak start membesarkan bontot dekat office ak sampai naek mengantuk..huhu
soon..besar lg lah kot..hehe..:) Di tambah lagi dgn hujan lebat..syok gile kalau dapat tdo kan..huhu..tp x dapat..sbb first2 day dah ade meeting..huhu..4.30pm - 6.00pm..
mase nak balik pown hujan lg...so x dapat law nk balik..sbab hujan lebat sangat2..lepas jew hujan berhenti..ak..tieya..n mffn pown mule kn langkah balik n menapak ke Stesen Damai..huhuhu...
sempat gak nak menggedik2..n ambik gamba sbb konon nk expose first day kat sane..hihi :)

bile fikir2 balik..rase x sanggup law..pasal LI nih 4 bulan..tp supervisor xde utk seminggu sbb kursus kt Taiping..huhu..x best btol..xde keje law.huhu..
"En. Amir..balik cepat ok...saya bosan"

the one who really love u is not the one who remove the buttons of ur dress, but it is the one who closed it and says : '' you deserved to be RESPECTE

3 Jan 2011..Happy Birthday to me..

today i'm officially 21..huhu..what a number..felt time flies so fast..it was like yesterday when i'm in my mom's arm..when i lost my superhero [my beloved dad] in life..when..i pass my primary school..then i faced SPM..n now..here i am..furthering my study in business IT..it was cool..as time past..i manage to learned lots of new thing..meet new people..

owh..dad..i really wish u were with me celebrating my 21st birthday today..how i miss u so..miss ur hugs..
i really miss all the thing we used to do n shared together..i still remember those silly dance we used to do when mummy's is angry..hehehe..i miss u so damn much old man!!

all these while..mummy was my superb bestfriend..mother..n everything in my world..she was so strong facing all the probs that we had..she always calm in everything she did..n wise in every action she took..i'm so lucky to have her always by my side..she was super as she wants me to diet..but she always cooked all the delicious meal for me..hehehe...time past..i found that she is getting much cool now..i now can shared lots of "boys" stories with her..n seeks for her advice..

late 5 months..i've hook up with this one cute guys i guess..hihihi..i was definitely so in love with him now..he was so caring..cute..responsible..good in religion..matured..n loyal..:)
huhuhu..but he is one kind of ego..bad temper.. too emotional..n too down to earth..that shall describe him much..hehe...i really felt such comfortable being with him..although sometimes he does annoyed me with his way of thinking..but..guess..i really still learning to know him much better..i hope..we manage to be together forever..coz..that is what he promise me..(^_^)
hehe..my life seem so complete while i know that i have lots of people that love me a lot..:)
thnx guys for being with me all these years..

mummy: if i need to choose..i in thousand of flower for my life..i'll choose u.. i love u mom! ♥ muwaaahxx!

daddy: if i could turn back time n be with u..i promise i will never let u go..i just so proud to be daughter..n called u my superhero..:) i miss u so much abah..
do pray for my best from there ya! muuwaahxx!

Fiz: i wish u would understand me well as time fly..i just want nothing more except for your love..being with u..i totally felt so secure..thnx for always being there for me..thnx for loving me too..i always pray for u good sayang..insyaAllah..i'll take a good care of this relationship too
u know..mummy said that..u have the same attitude as my dad..guess that is the reason why i love u so..:)

Happy Birthday to me..although there is no celebration..but..i'm so happy coz i manage to face my life for thise hole 21 years...thnx Allah..for all the strength u have gave me..
please show n guide me to the right path..

My Firstday in 2011.

Titiwangsa Girl School day out

we just share the same hobby when it comes to camera..

it sure a lot..but still worth it..

everyone has changed a lot..

smile..