out of my wonder these one fine day i meat this one guy who i never though i could never meet him again..i was so surprise to receive a message from him that night..
after 5 years..i just could not believe what just happen..a guy that have entered my life once before is back in my life..
the next day..i went for a movie with him..knowing him dating someone else is just nothing for me..5years is quit a long period..and anything could happen..but knowing him wanting me back in return is something that i never expect..
i was so shock and didn't know how to react..so i decided to follow with the flow..as i try to get to understand him back..i noticed some few changes that make my heart said that he doesn't really want me..he was just so excited to meet me back..but to have him back in my life..i was acting such a fool if i do so..
so now its almost a month..i started to be treated more like a friend..he start to feel comfortable to shared all his problems with me while I'm feeling annoyed to give him advice..
i know i shouldn't feel so..but i just can't deny some part of me..i felt like wanting him back..but..i guess this Mohd Al-Ashraf shall just remain as a part of my sweet memory in life..
besides i guess, what i have now is more than enough n 'His' love could not be challenge by Ashraf hismself..
maybe all this happen for several reason that i might not know yet..but who knew what might gonna happen next right??
i always pray for the best in life so that i won't upset later with all the decision i made before..
after 5 years..i just could not believe what just happen..a guy that have entered my life once before is back in my life..
the next day..i went for a movie with him..knowing him dating someone else is just nothing for me..5years is quit a long period..and anything could happen..but knowing him wanting me back in return is something that i never expect..
i was so shock and didn't know how to react..so i decided to follow with the flow..as i try to get to understand him back..i noticed some few changes that make my heart said that he doesn't really want me..he was just so excited to meet me back..but to have him back in my life..i was acting such a fool if i do so..
so now its almost a month..i started to be treated more like a friend..he start to feel comfortable to shared all his problems with me while I'm feeling annoyed to give him advice..
i know i shouldn't feel so..but i just can't deny some part of me..i felt like wanting him back..but..i guess this Mohd Al-Ashraf shall just remain as a part of my sweet memory in life..
besides i guess, what i have now is more than enough n 'His' love could not be challenge by Ashraf hismself..
maybe all this happen for several reason that i might not know yet..but who knew what might gonna happen next right??
i always pray for the best in life so that i won't upset later with all the decision i made before..
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